Yep - that's my day today. Cleaning. I haven't done anything to prepare for Dan's arrival tomorrow. Which is fine, really, because it will keep my mind off of less pleasant things.
Last night I had such bad anxiety that I could not sleep until about 5 am. First I was stressed out about my photography clusterfluck that I'm dealing with. Then I calmed myself down slightly about it by looking at it objectively and taking deep breaths. Some chocolate also helped. Then I started freaking out hardcore about Dan's flight tomorrow.
I mean, there is always the worry that something could happen to the plane, but I feel reasonably comfortable with him flying. The real anxiety is that they won't let him into the country. They have no reason not to, and he has plenty of documentation to "prove" that he's not moving here. It should be fine. If not, I don't know what I'll do.
I'd better get back to cleaning. Otherwise it won't get done. That's the downside to waiting until the last minute to get everything ready - you actually have to WORK.
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